Flight of hoe...

He was sitting on a bench,put up by bhopal government in front of Chinar park,in a row along the road with trees around and park in the background.It was 11:30 in night..he was driving home and then suddenly he stopped, parked his bike and made himself comfortable on the bench. His eyes were glistening with tears, which he was trying really hard to hide, he didnt even realize that no one is around. He again calculated his age, yes today he has turned 23.
A leaf  crushed under his feet, he diverted his mind there and saw an insect trying to save his life from his tattered shoes which were moving idally..he picked up a twig lying nearby and pushed the insect gentally on the twig, suddenly he saw wings which were folded till now by the insects side, opened up and it flew away in the darkness. Coming back from this stint in fantasy back to his present state he realised , yes wings...this is what he requires to run away from all his troubles.only a pair of strong wings which can hold him up in the air,take him wherever he wants specially away from his present.. he stood up stretched his hands on both sides, started waving them up and down ,fast,then faster..then jumped in the air struggled sometime for the favourable gust of hot air, then away he went, away, far away from all the troubles...............

Photograph by: Werner Vollmayer

Walkin down the vodka lane...

You sad about it? …… a bit…..you liked her? ..…….a bit?.....she liked you? A gigabyte….every man needs that kinda girl…..fuck!! u don’t need that kinda girl…can she indulge u in a conversation?……heehh??


So what the fuck was the outcome of all this….girls are mysterious.. yes they are…..they take your interview…now what ???? Nothing! single ready to mingle and search for a job….and?????nothing I got a girl this caring, she liked me and I ruined it all….but its not official break up, is it???i think it is…or what u say should I call her….not yet?? Abe keyboard todega kya dheere likh…(sound of clicking shots)kiski picture le raha hai itni der se…obsessed with yourself…..unhhuh….look here…what? Click…thanks…idont love her… I love her projection which is in my mind…so now she tried to change that projection and u rebelled?? No!! i very stubbornly have the same projection of her in my mind….tch ch so change it…and make this thing real for her and for yourself…she is under undue influence, some1 else is manipulating her mind….now again you are taking her side that shows you atleast want her safe, so what exactly it is? The guilt factor, you living for yourself or her…hey you shut the fuck this instant man! I don’t want your screwed up opinion,, let me drift wherever life takes me, u get that schmuck!!!

hey easy kay man….easy take it easy……..


jalt jalte rakh jaisi hui hai sari,
khakh jaisi bewajah si umra sari,
kahaaaa chali gayi hai saali khushi........