Woke up groggily to the faint vibrations of my cell phone at xactly 2 in the morning . Of course Sritam was on other side mad with excitement he was not asking but yelling 'Anant Guess where i am?' Well i knew he was going back from Mumbai to his college. So my guess was that may be his stay in mumbai has extended a but i was wrong. Actually he was................
He was sitting in remotest part,on the sand on R.K Beach in Vizag at 2 'o' clock in the morning , some 1100K.Ms away from home where his kin cherished thoughts of this member of their family cozily winding his way up his college in the most comfortable and luxuriest way the present age transport could provide.
He was sitting with his weight on his elbows, half lying with his torso keeping his head above his shoulders, his knees were half bent and through his knees he could watch the white froth being pushed towards him by an unseen bulldozar but somehow when that froth tried to engulf him to demolish his conciousness and to take him down with them,to convert him into one of the sand particles scatterd around, which form the part of the lonesome beach,suddenly then they changed their mindand retreatto the dark abyss lying behind them without him.
He was sitting with his weight on his elbows, half lying with his torso keeping his head above his shoulders, his knees were half bent and through his knees he could watch the white froth being pushed towards him by an unseen bulldozar but somehow when that froth tried to engulf him to demolish his conciousness and to take him down with them,to convert him into one of the sand particles scatterd around, which form the part of the lonesome beach,suddenly then they changed their mindand retreatto the dark abyss lying behind them without him.
Looked at the full moon above then looked around and a triumphant little smile adord his face as he realised he was satisfied by this moment,as he knew that this satisfaction is different from those people satisfaction who say that they deserve it thats why they got it and in turn thats why they are happy but here this moment ,No! he cannot deserve such a beautiful moment .He lied to his parents to be presnt here at this moment ,he is back on assignments in college,he has shirked on many a jobs,he didn't ever do his work with conviction,he has never done anything virtous ,he has never followed the conventions of his society ,he never did trust god,he even denied the presence of .................and now today at this moment he knows that ethically what he is watching is beautiful . He liked the solitude the scenery,the moonlight,the roaring waves but he never deceived himself even for a minutesimal fraction of time that he deserved to be present at this spectacle of nature and he was happy baecause he has snatched this moment from people called destiny.He has robbed this moment from whom people call thr Prime mover and the little satiated smile on his face is the proof of the glory of this perfectly pulled job of undeserved moments from the hands of those who deserve it and live such compleacent lives .Finally the waves failed to make him just another grain of sand ,as he stands tall on the spot ,wet sand crushed under his feet ,looks last time mockingly around and at the same time impressed at the scenery and turns to leave.

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